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there. made morning zazen @ centrozen en caimito.
come right down to it, all reality is virtual.
…yes ana, you were so right. maybe it’s just that th emotional tone of
th short stories seems so deeply lived- and resonates more personally than
th more plot-punchy novels-
i’m speaking of william gibson & his collection of early short stories,
burning chrome. there’s a story in there- ‘hinterlands’- had me close to
tears from th first page, & then- this man knows how to use th possibilities
of ’science fiction’ like nobody else i’ve read. there’s phillip k. dick
using th genre in a similar way, but he engages th human question from a more
-hmm- ’scientific?’ anthropological? epistemological, perceptual angle?
gibson is (was?) a little vaguer…? in a way, it’s more about th effect- but
th sense of loss & limitless longing that he so vividly- cosmically??-
portrays- creates…is so palpable & overwhelming, even as he wears a bit of
a postmodern smirk out of th side of his stylistic face, playing w/ th
conventions of th genre…as you may notice, i’ve bn floored…
gonna be two in th afternoon, need a bite, planning to see a dance
performance for th first time in a looong while- lolita villanua’s company-
‘andanza’ (or is that just th name of th recital/program?) closes a weekend
run @ teatro tapia in old san juan w/ a matinee @ three-thirty…
i’m angry @ myself for writing so stingily these days…
abrazos, d=(8{>

another pleasant valley sunday…

-which just happens to be easter. some bbc radio programme yesterday featured th teenybopper/bubble gum pop music industry- & th business model even pseudo anarcho-capitalist malcolm mclaren referred to was (hey, hey!) th monkees. so there you have it…

finally went to see american beauty, & th missing theme song might seem to be th above title. did michael nesmith write that one? it’s already after midnight. i’m fed up w/ living in my head. feels like i’ll be in th grave before i ever get to live out something that fells halfway like my own life…

i reach out & my arms embrace empty air. i’m falling, th clock is ticking, i went from endless peter pan adolescence to middle age crisis in on fell swoop. guess it’s time to buy mself a harley & see if i can pick up some cute highschool girl aching to blow this popsicle stand & see th big wide bloody third world by my side…haha…

is there anybody out there?

what is love? d=(8{>

hebdo.wiederzurueck…

-meaning, ‘weekly return again’ -or ‘-back again’…

ahhh…travel energy kept me going close to two weeks, missd meditation @ centrozen this morning to feel th drop into family frustration&claustrophobia…

what can i say? -when black friday comes/i’ll collect everything i’m owed/& catch th big men as they dive from th fourteenth floor…fagen & becker are wieder zurueck, touring as steely dan just in time for their lyrics to be timely…th funds raquel @ smithbarney just bought, oh so painfully close to market peak, are down 25% or so…

tony has raised his rental rates on apple machines to like $300- 350 a WEEK…welll- fugdadsheeet! i live up that creek- where’s my paddle?? what a life…

treading water…difficult to get back into da riddim…nearly five, domingo de ramos (palm sunday) en viejo san juan…gotta go shop for some staples…agua jugo d pi~a yogurt eggs…

hasta la vista…bighugs to all…

d=(8{>

hebdo.wiederzurueck…

-meaning, ‘weekly return again’ -or ‘-back again’…

ahhh…travel energy kept me going close to two weeks, missd meditation @ centrozen this morning to feel th drop into family frustration&claustrophobia…;

what can i say? -when black friday comes/i’ll collect everything i’m owed/& catch th big men as they dive from th fourteenth floor…fagen & becker are wieder zurueck, touring as steely dan just in time for their lyrics to be timely…th funds raquel @ smithbarney just bought, oh so painfully close to market peak, are down 25% or so…

tony has raised his rental rates on apple machines to like $300- 350 a WEEK…welll- fugdadsheeet! i live up that creek- where’s my paddle?? what a life…

treading water…difficult to get back into da riddim…nearly five, domingo de ramos (palm sunday) en viejo san juan…gotta go shop for some staples…agua jugo d pi~a yogurt eggs…

hasta la vista…bighugs to all…

d=(8{>

-meaning, ‘weekly return again’ -or ‘-back again’…
ahhh…travel energy kept me going close to two weeks, missd meditation @
centrozen this morning to feel th drop into family
frustration&claustrophobia…
what can i say?
-when black friday comes/i’ll collect everything i’m owed/& catch th big men
as they dive from th fourteenth floor…fagen & becker are wieder zurueck,
touring as steely dan just in time for their lyrics to be timely…th funds
raquel @ smithbarney just bought, oh so painfully close to market peak, are
down 25% or so…
tony has raised his rental rates on apple machines to like $300- 350 a
WEEK…welll- fugdadsheeet! i live up that creek- where’s my paddle??
what a life…
treading water…difficult to get back into da riddim…nearly five, domingo
de ramos (palm sunday) en viejo san juan…gotta go shop for some
staples…agua jugo d pi~a yogurt eggs…
hasta la vista…bighugs to all…
d=(8{>

-meaning, ‘weekly return again’ -or ‘-back again’…
ahhh…travel energy kept me going close to two weeks, missd meditation @
centrozen this morning to feel th drop into family
frustration&claustrophobia…;
what can i say?
-when black friday comes/i’ll collect everything i’m owed/& catch th big men
as they dive from th fourteenth floor…fagen & becker are wieder zurueck,
touring as steely dan just in time for their lyrics to be timely…th funds
raquel @ smithbarney just bought, oh so painfully close to market peak, are
down 25% or so…
tony has raised his rental rates on apple machines to like $300- 350 a
WEEK…welll- fugdadsheeet! i live up that creek- where’s my paddle??
what a life…
treading water…difficult to get back into da riddim…nearly five, domingo
de ramos (palm sunday) en viejo san juan…gotta go shop for some
staples…agua jugo d pi~a yogurt eggs…
hasta la vista…bighugs to all…
d=(8{>